tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-59311492011-08-03T15:12:58.652+08:00name-usually-called-by-friends: xia<br> Description of myself: Cheerful &amp; happy go lucky &amp; a faithful servant of God<br> Hobbies: Creating blog layout, reading novels, watching anime, buying cute cute stuff, teasing n expressing my love for friends &amp; exploring with frontpage &amp; photoshop<br> Goals: To spread God's word effectively to friends~!<br> HATES: Pple that read my blog n comment on my "wrong thoughts.Btw,diff human think differently n have different perspective~!<br>pIgGy~xIahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17312026234425874327noreply@blogger.comBlogger4211100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5931149.post-71122507860281334962009-08-26T22:53:00.000+08:002009-08-27T00:19:25.159+08:00

Wedding is a sacred thing. It binds a couple together, forever (if possible). It's a start of a new life, with a new family. For most women, it may meant a completion to their perfect life.When will it be time before a couple tie the knots? How will you know whether the guy/ger you are with, is someone you can live with forever? Does "Forever Love" still exists?Time is right when the feeling is

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Xia is free from boyfriend... free from the agony of having to be an empty shell. She can finally be herself, but she must overcome mistakes from repeating and falling that easily.Past few days for me has been a very very frustrating and tiring week for me. Once again, i started to have crush on a friend. Main reason being of the feeling of being treated like a woman, and the rather frequent

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Xia's relationship turn out to be the same again. Same ending. The end.For a very long time, i have been trying to stay in a relationship. Feeling wise, it seems to have died down. I was just an empty shell, unclear of my next step. It always is a WRONG time. Exam period for him, period where he needs support. SIgh...In actual fact, he's a great guy. He bought me flowers, he made my cards, he

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Xia loaded herself with lots of commitment, but she's really growing through the commitments.It's been a very long time since i've updated my blog. Just some updates.~ My Project Vibrant Color 2 (PVC2) mentoring is still in progress. My friend/colleague and i is trying to do our part by being not only mentors, but really throwing ourselves to experience what the student have to do. We are

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Maybe all along i've been focusing too much on his bad points, just like how my friend remembers all the "aeroplane" i flew.Last year, chinese new yr chu 1, i was in contact with steve again. We were both souls that stay home during new year. My mum went overseas, and my dad decided to drive his taxi. We were just friends.There were happy times together. Times when we went KL without staying over

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I guess finally i reaslised... i need a break... from this thing called BGR.Inclusive of this relationship, i always have to be "understanding" on their part. Despite trying my best, i was always deemed as being not as understanding enough. I don't know whether it was really because i demanded a lot. Starting from my relationship with ryan to delwin, we met more often. Maybe is because of the "

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Been pondering a lot a bout my new year resolution. What do i want to achieve? Earn BIG BUCKS? Have a fulfilling life? Have a balanced life? Have a self-less life?Yesterday afternoon, i tried to call friends out to chill for a while, then i blanked. How many friends do i have that i could call out and chill with? First in the list, Sharon. She was working till 3. I knew qianni will be studying,

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More expenses, more loans, more things to pay for. Can a full time job really sustain life?Answer is no. My take home pay is only about 400 after all the loans? Hmm. Sigh.. Cant believe that a grad cant really earn as much too. THerefore, i am searching for tuition assignments. My real interest still lies in maths, thus i'll search mainly for Emaths or Amaths, else, i won't mind secondary 1-2

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Years of friendship can be lost just like that. It's heartbreaking.Super recently, i have another miscommunications with a friend,S. I did not even know she was angry, until i got an sms from an even closer friend of ours, asking me y i have yet to c the problem, and that it happened so many times with me n S. I prompted and called, but she did not answer or reply. I was sick shortly after. I had

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My first time taking part in standard chartered. My first experience trying to stretch my limit.My first time experience running in the morning UNDER the hot sun!It was fun. For once, i completed 10km without stopping. During nike run, i stopped after running less than 3km. And for once, i think the exit to rocher road is VERY FAR! And the slope is STEEP! It's like endless. Y don't i feel it when

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I am glad i have work to do, but maybe, it's a bit too much?!Been bringing laptop back home to work. Yawnz. Programming is always tough when i'm stucked with something, and the sad thing is, i don't solve it fast. Hmm..and although the language is rather easy. Matlab isn't as tough, but i am still getting the hang of it. :)Anyway, been busy with nothing much. Trying to run as much as possible

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I went back to church.. AGAIN! And AGAIN, it is holy communion sunday. What meaning does it implies?Woke up at 10plus am. Laid n refused to wake until 1040am, and finally, i went to bathe n get ready for church. Was having a hard time thinking of what to wear. I want to wear skirt, since it's weekend. I seldom get to wear in the weekdays cos of work. But, caused i was going church, i could not

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I slept at 11plus, n i woke at 12plus pm. I slept more than 12 hrs. It's such a good feeling. Well rested.I have nothing on today. Just slacking at home. Finished reading my novel. Intended to go library alone later.. but i'm kind of lazy. Shall do up my blog a bit more after updating.. or maybe i'll just go back to learning how to play piano with the beginner piano book. Later in the evening,

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I wonder why. Wonder why it don't work. It shows fine on the preview page, but weird on the screen now. what happened? WHY??I very tired. Working is tiring. My matlab isn't cooperating well with me. I have about half day to finish up with my program to show to some BIGGER shot guy. Hope he'll be impressed with my GUI. hee. worked rather hard for it. Skipped lunch with the intention to do, but in

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Finally done. My new layout on cow. It is rather last min. I will do more things to improvise on it~!Meanwhile.. to showcase all my cow, they are as shown below:Finds it rather dull still.. shall c what more i can add. Anyway, been busy with life. Trying to meet up more people lately. I need to catch up on my interest too~! Hee.. cant wait for the weekend to be here again~!Life isn't as happy as

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Will bf/gf mind if their partner study or go out alone with friend of an opposite sex?Trust. How much should we give to our partner? Not totally, for sure, cos u would not be able to stand up again if ya trust is betrayed. But still, if something is not urs, no matter what u do, it'll still be gone. Gone to find a better partner, or gone looking for the trust they always long for. Relationship.

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Been busy. Very busy. With tuitions, and more tuitions after work.Mon to Sun - Tuitions Mon to Fri - Full time engineerLife sure is a bore for me. Actually teaching is fun.. when u see them understanding you. The language is not foreign, but the subject is. Putting it in a easier way for them, and making sure they understand; that's e greatest pleasure a tutor can get. Approaching their O levels

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Baby Charlotte Chen Yu Xuan is born. She's cute as can be~!Baby Charlotte came into the world on 30th August. She's gonna be the love of our family. Cute as can be. First to appear, it's her parentsMy brother Father Nicholas, and his wife Mother Joyce, both 25.Next to appear, the cute little baby sticking her tongue out. AND SHE HAS DIMPLE~! Kawaii~!But sadly, i have yet to see her in person.

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Work started. Tuitions also resumed. Week two just started. I'm tired.I should be updating on my taiwan trip.. but instead, i'll just delay it abit. wanna collate them together first. scanning my tix. So instead, i'll just update on my life and thoughts.Thoughts:Why will someone lie? One lie led to another. It's ok if it's white lie.. but instead, it's a super damn evil thing to do if it's a lie

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Pain. I need the toilet. Panadol no use.Feeling terrible. Still have some stuff to do before i can leave tomorrow. I need to go for medical checkup BY TODAY, cos dateline is to go 2 weeks before the start of work, and i'll be starting work the following week after i come back. Sobz. And i have diarrhoea since last night.Anyway, the gers came to my house last night. All 4 of them. Jun, Sharon,

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It has been a great 3 das, with a bit of hiccup, but it turn out fine ok.We set off at 16th May , Friday. We did not go the easy way by taking bus straight to genting, instead, we took bus to KL, and finally change to train, then bus, then cable car. We finally reached at 17th May, Saturday. Upon arrival, we slack abit before making our way to our room. Anyway, me n sharon went to check e ride

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Or rather.. i already knew his true color, and color just got clearer for me to see.My tortoise is finally reunited. Super big tortoise that i bought on my bday with HIM beside me, but ME paying for my OWN present, and my small tortoise given by cheryl, which i still treasure alot. My medium tortoise moved house from my home car, to mama's small bus. Daddy's doing. Anyway, went to his place to

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Felt like summing up my relationship.. maybe take note of stuff i should learn before embarking on e next one.Let's do it in a story telling form.In the year 2000, Xia was a girl who likes to chat in IRC. Friends that seems nice are added into ICQ. Xia know this guy called dar. Not knowing why, dar seems kinda attractive, maybe because he looks decent and his life seems different than hers. Xia

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It's over. 360 days of relationship. Just like that. A sms to him.. telling him about the lack of effort he put in... without anything said.. he agreed.. and we are by ourselves. Back to singlehood. The time we spent together... all wasted and gone to our memory. That's it. THe time spent. The promises that we once had. The sweet words spoken. There will be no more dar in my life. Sincerely, i

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Don't say xia's blog is dead.. cos it's alive again~! Shall upload even more photos in upcoming entries.Spent some time trying to collate the pic together.. But sad to say, my blog wun actually have all or alot of pics from redang... so the few selected are as follows.. ENJOY~! hee...Hee... pic might be v faint.. cos wanna portray the scenery.. or rather.. how beautiful radang beach is.. It's

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Finally.. i'm reaching there.. to the finishing line.. it's so close now.I promise i will update all pictures once i finished my exam... within a week. I've been missing for a very long time.. THere was once when i checked my email and "CCX" filled the page.. scared. I'm not in mars.. i'm not lost lar. Aiyoz. Anyway, last paper is today at 1pm. After 3pm, i'm a free soul. Eh.. but i still have

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What u think it is isn't true. Please don't think too much.Recently, i have a very good friend. We will chat on msn and on sms, but not on phone. We don't meet often although we studied in the same school, as we have different time table and we are in different course. He's my ex-colleague from ST when i was working as an intern. We are just very good friend. I would not prioritise going out with

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What is the reason y people get another ger/guy when they are in a relationship? Who's fault is it?Xia starts to wonder.. Seeing more and more stories on breakup cos of another guy/ger tt exists in the relationship. But who's fault is it? Is it really the fault of the party who commits this? Or is it the faithful bf/gf fault?Xia suffer from this thingy too. When my ex left me for another ger. His

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No good things seem to happen. Nothing smooth, all is rough.Dar flared at me for no reason again yesterday. He has work, and i'm totally stressed out from my FYP too. Stop showing me ya temper. You know how tough it is trying to cope with all. FYP which i spent loads of time in, but i still cant solve it. I'm still struggling. I don't even know how to start on my report. And, dar knows i'm alone

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Friendship which fall apart easily, isn't considered friendship. Guess all along, fundamental isn't strong. Lately, i always dreamt of a similar dream.. that we made up and were friends again. But when i woke up, i came back to reality. Xia had made compromise. Xia made initiative, but it does not seems to mean anything to her... Had lunch with them last week, felt so miserable. Maybe, all along

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Being back to school meant lesson alone again. Think i'll prefer home.Reached school at about 9am today. Intended to stay in lab until lecture starts. Wondered whether i should sit with them. Hmm.. but most prob i'll settle lunch alone or just buy some food and go back lab. Must just stay focus on studies. Shun think or bother that much le. I did the best i can. CNY wasn't as bad lar. Dar invited

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Day 1: sleep at home. Day 2: sleep at home. Day 3: possibly go out. Day 4: do FYP.I'm starting to question.. am i even a chinese? Hmm.. It's like... as one grow older, there seems to be no more Chinese New Year. Some of mama's family went overseas. My mama went China with her mama, my maternal grandma. So, there seems to be no visiting this year. Maybe, just maybe, we'll go my auntie house on e

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Maybe, just maybe.. i can get a job."Your resume like v lousy", commented Geot. Hmm.. is it really that bad? Haha.. kinda ba. It's kinda wordy, and maybe my layout wasn't as good. Gonna edit more and maybe just change to a nicer layout. Have to consider my alignment too. Sobz. Some more editing to do. I saw the HR personnel from STE, and she actually remember that i went for internship. She was

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It's good enough that i help u registered.Her tone was the "i-help-u-with-this-le-what-more-u-want" attitude. I was sad. That day, after finding prof to asked about the grouping matters, she went to IHUB saying she'll help me register. I thought i heard about her helping me to write the email to the prof. I REALLY think i hear it... so i rest assured, and let her handle all. I was the last to

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Finally my blog has some pictures.. Been trying to collate the pictures together since morning, and finally i'm done. Trying to do something different this time round. Hmm.. The arrangement of pictures wasn't as good, but i'm really too tired to edit. And, i have to do my FYP. Christine smack my butt just now. Sobz. Both layout almost the same, since they're of the same day. Anyway, the princess

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Most friends asked me to ignore, and i ignore. But still, i feel i have to do something. Knowing how much i hate him, i still have to do something. Not to worsen matters, but to try to help. Who ask me to be a Christian. Devil tells me to say this: He deserve this anyway. Harassing me still will cause me to be forced to report to the police. Unless you are thinking of changing job, stop

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Xia update finally again~! But this time with her thoughts, instead of pictures. Shall update on pictures on my next post when i'm using my own laptop.Looked through friendster yesterday... saw somebody who went overseas with the gf. That somebody was the same person i once planned my holiday with, but in the end, we fail to go anywhere. That same person was the one that asked me to continue as a

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Glad there's friends around. Glad i can stop myself from shutting myself out. Glad i can try to be strong. It must be God blessed.Went out with my JC friends yesterday. All my tuitions got cancelled, so that leave me no choice but to at least go out. I don't wanna stay at home. I kept tearing... Don't really like that. Anyway, i'm just wasting my tears on someone that don't bother that much

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Tuitions and FYP.. and falling sick... and other stuffs.. all this has weigh me down... learning to not rely on myself.Tuitions has resumed. I finally got some money. But, i lost my first pay - $150. SObz. Learn to deposit my money as soon as i get it. I pray for less carelessness.FYP wise.. started ok for one week. Slacked off for a very long time. Started to play maple story.. and i spent more

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Study is tiring... but at least i got someone.Hasn't been studying dilligently. trying my best to though. did a few papers already.. but still doing as much as possible lor. spending alot of time at dar house. At times hor.. would slack lar.. cant blame dar also. he don't know studying is a bit different. There's no such thing as finished studying. haha. exam period, and i've went prawn fishing

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Finally~! Now i just have to study studiously.Being a lazy ger, i spent my weekend away without doing anything. My monday was so lazy too. I was tired so i slept all the way until it was time for tuition. Haa.. Super tired. Physically and emotionally.Now my concentration will have to shift back to study and more study. TUition is getting lesser to as sec sch student finishes their exam and

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Many deadlines.. but not having the energy to complete.Monday: HRM 2 chapters under me should be completedTuesday: EE4152 & EE4001 tutorials to be doneThursday: EE4188 & EE3003 tutorialsFriday: Meet FYP prof, EE4152 Quiz, HRM presentation, EE4105 Assignment due date.Unsure whether i'll survive, i've already given up on any hope of survival. Pray for wisdom and discipline. That is the only thing i

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Discontent, jealousy, bitterness, resentment, defensiveness, touchiness and ingratitude are the dispositions that alienate our friends and embitter every life.I cried again.. as i read the bible and think about dar. For our entire afternoon yesterday, there's no sms exchange. He reached home, and carry on to do his work without bothering to even msg or call. Weds was supposed to be a day i

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Fear God and keep his commandments, for this is man's all. Ecclasiastes 12:13Yesterday was a bad day. Was angry with dar for not msging me at all, even when he reached home. Was looking forward to his message the entire day. Was feeling lousy even when i laughed or smiled. I cant concentrate at all. When i reached home, the chat with him started off fine, but the way he seems to diverge from the

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That's the end of holiday. 6 more weeks of lesson, and exam is here again.Time never seems to stop since school reopen for the first time in August. Lessons, tuitions, lessons and more tuitions and even more projects.. That's how time is spent. Fast but not necessary always efficient. Still, i'm drowning in blue ocean. Report not done yet. Everyone has already finished their first draft. Need to

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Glad some bitch let me see how great my friend is to defend for me. Shall upload the face of my wonderful friends~!Instead of studying.. i've been doing this. Spent an hour. Argh. Worth smacking myself. That was taken on our last outing, celebrating me, xiuling(my lao pou) and siew kim's bday. Been about 9 mths since i last seen the rest. Felt great to catch up and chat~! Holiday week is coming

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Finally i'm starting on it. After 6 weeks since sch starts... that's long.Holiday season is over for me.. come to think of it, was there a holiday season at all? haha. doubt so. Been super stress since the first week of school. Suddenly i became leader for my HRM grp. Me, a leader, something i'll nv expect to be. But rather glad i'm nt e slacker, n i guess i really tried to fulfil my role. Now

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Weekend was the days i got to c dar everyday.Was supposed to meet my JC darlings, but saddening me... stupid design module hanging there. After accompanying darling to his cousin house to fix his com, the whole afternoon was over before i knew it. And knowing Sunday will be filled with tuition and even lesser time to do the assignment, i have no choice but to not go. I miss outings. JC outing

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Vomited, and fever following that. My health is failing me. Puked at my student's house during tuition. Glad it's in the toilet. Don't feel good to cancel tuition as i have to rescheduled it due to HRM discussion. Yawnz. After puking out my breakfast, lunch and super minimum dinner, i went back home and felt super cold. Mama asked me to bathe, so i bathe and washed my hair too. Haha. She scolded

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Finally after close to 9 months, i meet my sec sch gers again~!Felt super lost not knowing how everyone is doing. No full attendance, but 9 out of 12 made it~! Yeah~! Shall irritate jieshi, kim n charmain for pictures~! My blog is super boring with no pictures and with hundred times of stress and sad mentioned. Everyone seems to be doing well. Some shocking stuff heard. Foresee all will go well

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Dead line really do mean DEAD~! But i'm getting the hang of it. I'm HANGED by it. DUHZ~!Weekend accomplishment: EE4105 Exercise 1 finished~! I did not refer to anyone's answer. I do my own editing and modification. I kinda enjoyed the process of solving little error cause by a "dot" and some specification. Found that i've discovered some new skills all by myself. Hee.. Happiness. I tried merging

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Those are e 2 hanging me down. Lucky or what, i got heng, that fat guy, as my tutor. Great~! Class IC got shot due to grouping on first tutorial. 2nd tutorial just next week, with so many things undone. FYP prof say must start liaoz, and i'm still reading. Deadline for plan on weds, assignment for design module on thurs. Idiot heng module on fri. Need to conduct interview on bro's client company

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Hey, why u look so happy? That remark was made a few times today. But, how come i don't feel happy? Felt stressed. Felt overloaded. But still, i don't feel like doing anything. Lesser sweet words from darling. What he said at times kinda sting me. "You don't understand me." "playing game beats waiting for ya sms." I need care. Need soothing words. Finding more n more similarity. I'm tired.I need

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Stressed. HRM presentation ends for wk 3. FYP draft n Assignment deadline next wk. tutorials nv stop. Nothing much to update. No pics liaoz. sad. sch ah. stress lor. Always tired. Always felt as if i lacked of slp. I need to work late le. Need do more research on FYP. have to meet up with prof again. MUST finish all my tutorials later before i go tuition. Don't feel like going. Maybe i'll not go

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Past is over. It had past. Get that to ya head~! But i just can't seem to get that in.Everyone has a past. Everyone might has someone who they are close to and still am close to. Sometimes, that might be the past. SHouldn't we look forward to the future instead of being tied down to the past? Not knowing y.. but being a weird person... i'm actually bothered.For those very long relationship... how

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Help Help~! Someone throw me a buoy~! I'm sinking.... I'm dead.8 tutee. 11sessions per week. 2 2-hrs session. 8 1-n-a-half-hr sessions, and 1 1-hr session. 6 modules. 1 FYP. Not a bad semester...HRM is scaring the shit out of me. New strategy, new approach, new product... n a company to work on. Stupid questions to prepare and present and have to be super prepared to get shot half way not only by

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Pictures finally here. Monday = no school, 5 tuitions lined up. Morning free. Did 3 collage. I love photoshop~!k-box at marina square with Christine, Eileen and Kaijing. Singing before sch reopened.Ubin trip with darling and his brother. They had full sets of first aid kit. If u fell at ubin, and u manage to see them, they'll stop and help.My Jc gang celebrating my bday for me at Swensen, and e

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First week of school. No tutorials, only lectures. No more slacking for wkend. Have to start doing tutorials. Sobz.School was like that lor. I only love the feeling of seeing friends. Can be with eileen, christine, shirley n ken for most of the classes. I'm not alone anymore, like i used to be last last sem. I also have my IA friends. So happy to see them in school after so long. Love disturbing

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Been ages since i last seen Christine, Eileen n Kaijing~! School reopen also meant seeing them more~! Happy~!Wanna update when i got pics from Christine... but i nv seem to catch her online. Hee.. wanted to do a collage again. Shall wait for her to send me pics, then can put all together liaoz. Pics taken from my phone not as nice. Sad. Or rather, it's just me that is not pretty in those pics.

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Communcation is a key to all human relationships, be it friendship or BGR.I always believe, if you're not happy with someone, or that you have some displeasure over some matters, it's better to voice it out and let the other party knows how you feel, instead of hinting that person, not knowing whether it would get through to him/ her. But at times, the person might not take you seriously at all,

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Xia celebrated her bday on 26th July'07. Jun celebrated her bday with her JC gang on 7th July'07.On 7th July, we went Marina for steam boat. Xia drove darling's dad's car. Oh.. Xia did her parallel parking. Hee. Anyway, was fun. There's fireworks half way when they were eating. Everyone except Miss Soh Qianni were there. It was also darling's first meet-my-friends session. As expected, he's super

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Xia is a slacker, but xia dun like to spend time accomplishing nothing~!Since end of IA, i've been slacking at home. I did not study hard for my PE, but i'm working hard on my electric keyboard, learning the chords and learning new songs. I did some photoshop editing on photos i've recently taken. Going out walking alone hasn't been any of my option. I would love to walk around if i have

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It's e same.. for this n e past.. is it e same for all guys? i wonder.Guys never seems to appreciate what the gf did. They would only remember the things they've done. Is it me, or is it e same with most gers? When e guy got moody, e ger would try to pacify him, but when it dun work, he'll start throwing some tantrum, n e gf would be e one getting hit by it. Argh.Gers try so hard to accomodate,

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I cant socialise well. Especially with people i dunno. I would somehow react coldly, or just not talk that muchie.That's me~! Hmm.. I can be hyper active, but this hyper activeness seems to die down lately. My peak hyper activeness previously could last for a very long time, but now, it'll die down after a few minutes of "highness". Maybe i'm really getting older, and my stamina is not as good as

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Y do guys love gaming so much. If it's game like FF12, i'll be more than glad to watch and be happy watching. But if it's game like GTA... which don't seems fun to me at all... n just because of the game, i got neglected.. I DUN LIKE~!Hmm... that's just me vexing out my displeasure. I lent my PSP to darling, thinking that he can play it in his free time. He can even bring it to work to play or

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updates: I'm broke. Tuition money was owed. Dare not remind the MOTHERS that 8th lesson was over long ago. Sigh. confession: to my dearest...The dilemma of a tutor-tuition money owed but mothers not reminded. Or was it just me? Hee. Life for me is the same. Nothing exciting. Last Saturday, met my JC friends for steamboat at Marina to celeb Jun's bday. It was also the day sharon n guys finally saw

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I just bought a Casio Electric Keyboard~!With my status now, of course i could not afford something very expensive. Darling went choose for me. He commented that it wasn't very good, but still i bought it. I'm dying to learn and start practising. Darling lent me his books, and i only finished one. And, instead of moving on to e next book, i tried learning a song, only to find out that it's organ

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The difference between auto and manual car: With and without clutch control.Gonna drive darling's daddy car later. So excited. It's a bigger car and it's auto. I've only tried an auto car once at BBDC, and i remembered the experience. It was super easy and i felt like an expert while i was driving it. Went test drive with darling around his neighbourhood yesterday. I always forgot that there's no

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Finally, after dunno how many months, this layout is complete, with the cute little demons at start of each entry. And, it's not drawn by me of course, but i still love it~!There's 5 different emotions. For all other previous layouts, i've only got 4. I photoshop-ed most, but in a minimum way as i'm simply too tired. Argh. Because it was drawn, some colours and outlines are not as clear. I

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This is the story of a mouse. Mouse as in, not the computer sorta mouse, but the animal, MOUSE. Or rather, it's human born in the year of the mouse.A research has been done, an unofficial research on the species mouse. Mouse as in those born in the year of the mouse. 1.Mood Swing: Alternation of a person's emotional state between periods of euphoria and depression. One moment the person could be

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22 weeks of IA ended like that.. just a few photos to mark e end of it...Shall let e photos speak all...Whole NTU IA at TBU Line CommClose to whole CCTV crewAnother table.PA crews.E 4 of us that sticked out together since starting day of work.My Boss n me.Me feeding my dear roohi.Introducing Willy Wonka, e man who shared e same room with me for e entire IA.Last but not least, the 3 IA students

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Days after IA: Sleep, eat, hangout more with darling... and shop... broke. hee.That sums up what i've been doing after IA. Had lazy days. but loving it. Love the time spent with my darling, but then still worried that one day darling might be sick of me. Hmm.. shall learn to control abit. Special Sem started this wk, but i have not attended any yet. hee.. gonna attend tml and friday's. Hee..

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A young woman's dream, an old man's gift, and the surprises that awaits us behind every closed door...I've just finished reading the above titled book written by Danielle Steel. The main story circles around The House, but what brought across me is the path went through by the main character, Sarah. I started reading this book in the beginning of May, and as i read on, i felt as if the story is

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2 more days to end of IA. Tiring. Pissed. Tolerating.This week started out badly. Darling go reservice, then it's a "cramp-ish" week. Pain and work doesn't decrease. More things to do instead. I have to finish up some thingy which seems easy, but isn't that nice to do. I have to clear the tables at the end of IA, which i think is kinda impossible. I have to rearrange the files i had and burn it

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4 more days to end of IA~!!22nd week this week~!!It's my last week at ST Electronics. Come to think of it, i would miss it. I've gotten so used to the working environment and friends and those perm staffs. I've gotten used to the usual work i did. The only thing i don't like is getting weird tasks to do, which seems easy, but would end up being complicating. Boss work is always weird. Stupid

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stick-ish (v) sticking to a person too much, which may cause some hindrance or discomfort. I love to spend time with my darling. Always wishes to see him. Always wanting to be around him. My darling is too cute to resist. Always playful, yet caring and loving. But then again, as what my crappy fellow IA colleagues say, being too close might not be a good idea. Freedom HAS to be given. Guys might

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Happy still~! love my darling even more each day~!Went suntec with darling to get a couple ring. It's always been a dream of mine to get one... and finally, here darling is, suggesting to get ONE~! hee... i'm so gonna wear it everywhere i go~!! Then, we went Genki eat... was so full. Darling have to finish a lot. I'm so looking forward to seeing a fatter darling. hee... he would be so comfortable

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I never have a dream come true. Till the day that i've found you. Guess friends might think it's too fast... or that i'm just finding someone to replace ryan in my heart, BUT NOPE~! This is totally different. The feeling i got. The chemistry. Maybe when we were friends, i've already sub consciously like him? He's always there for me when i'm sad. When i have the car, i drove him out and we go

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I'm so stressed out by the people around me. I became so easily influenced~! I'm not myself anymore~!Everyone around me have either started on their report, or are finishing their report. And as for me, i'm stucked at the introduction for a very long time. I tried to follow the format stated in the guidelines, but i'm just loss for words. I cant find my tech com textbook. Argh. Tiring.Now, it's

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No money can buy the comfort i got from family and friends. I wasn't feeling as well half of yesterday. I went to get my stuff back from Ryan, and seeing him made me even sadder. He doesn't seem bothered about anything. SHIT~! haha. anyway, something he said kept me thinking... maybe being like that isn't that bad. Were we together with each other because we r comfortable with one another? Is

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It's over. Lasted 1 year. I gave in my all. I've became numb.Weekend spent almost seems like our usual time together. Sweet and normal. I felt as if it's just a celebration of our anniversary, instead, it actually marks e end of our relationship, the ending which i knew would come from the start.I once said, God always decide my path. That's y i go PJC, then to NTU, instead of the school i wanted

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He's doing that. His ex did that to him, and he's doing that to me now."Of course i love you. i'm nuts about you." this is the msg i saw from his phone from the other ger.He confessed to me the day before. I just chose to hang on. I deluded myself, and i'm still sweet towards him. My heart hurt so much, i don't know who i am anymore. I still wanted to spend the weekend with him. I wish i can sway

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Next Monday is our anniversary, but it might also be a day we break up. A day which is supposed to be happy, turned out a day which i might cry so hard that my eyes would become swollen again. He wants freedom. He prefers to meet his friends, than to see me. He prefers to have his own time. He lost the passion. Is there still love? I don't know. Only he knows.This weekend, we are going to Sentosa

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War~! Conquer~! Alliance~! Non-Aggressive Pact~! WIN~! Another game to play for a boring work life. Excitement, the game is still bringing. War at any moment. Would u still be alive the next time you logged in? Would your country still be alive? Or do you have to change your nationality? That's what the game is about~!Last knights is like the game of risk, except now, you are the commander. You

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Blogs are boring without pictures. So... here it is... some pictures to tell my story.Revamp of my room was finally concluded. Other than tidying up a little more.. i left it as it is. Now i got my own office and bedroom all in a room. And, i can watch tv from my "office". And, it's big enough for me to spread all my notes.. And, i got an artificial L-shaped table by just buying one table for

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Probs is there? Or is it not? Think too much? Bet i did. Learn from it? Trying to.Tried my best to sort things out. But, my mind still wanders at times.. Maybe cause he had too many girl friends, and whenever he's on the phone with them when he's with me, he won't dare say that i'm around. I wonder whether those gers know that he had a girl friend. Sigh. Shall try my best to not bother too

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My emotional is easily swayed. Now i just wanna be a support.Dear been to the wake. He's not exactly happy. Was rather glad that i got to eat dinner with him after my tuition. He's looking serious most of the time. Sigh. I sent him home after dinner. Wish he'll feel better after the state funeral tml. It's gonna be another gloomy day for him. Need to cheer him up and pressure him less. I'm so

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Many thingy affects mood. It may be what you encountered, or what others feel about you which might upset you, or that your friends are feeling sad.Guess which is it that causes me to be moody? BF once again. Sigh. He was rather moody cos of the coast guard accident. Among the 2 officers, one is his friend. Someone he worked with before. He felt sad. UPset. And moody. He's in no mood for anything

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Did humamselves troubles to worry about? Is life that boring that you actually need to create problems for yourself? Or is it girls who have more troubles because they think too much?Troubles here merely refer problems or thingy that kept the mind thinking. Hmm..Things for me hasn't been very smooth. Eh... work is ok. Nothing exciting. Just some paper work. Lazy to even do my log book.

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During lab, some girls waited for the guys to guide them to do. Better not get gers as FYP partner.That was what Mr Ngoh said today. I was rather agitated after that, but thinking it through, it's true to some extent. That's bad. Thinking back, glad for my last sem lab, my partner is not that smart. hohoho. i gave in my input and most of the time, we did the lab together. I'm scared of working

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Tired. Busy. But, learn alot, and still learning.Being an engineer is not as easy. Busy schedule. Tight datelines. OT unlimited. But still, it seems cool to make things woRk.. What i've done so far:I've learnt how to test trainborne controller, and how to troubleshoot it when my testing encounters problems. I have to deal with the paper work that follows along, and to get my controller through

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Phone loss. Sigh~!Yo friends, miss xia here lost her phone.. so she lost all contact numbers.. So would everyone be kind enough to at least sms her and leave ya name too? Thanks so much.. else she'll have no one to sms and disturb le.. so sad. hee. She wish to hear from u guys wor~! Thanks for msging. hee.

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What is love? Is it hard to get what u wished for? Am i asking for too much?"Quarrels follows by quarrel. Guess not all guys would appease gers who are flaming. Guess staying angry would just kill the relationship. Let go of the anger... and accept what it is, that seems to be the only solution.Things between me n Him isn't that good lately. I thought meeting him less, meant lesser frictions

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Working after working... that's so no life.. but there's INTERNET~!Today, after work, as usual, went on to teach tuition. Tuition after work is daily from mon to sat. Yawnz. Anyway, today, i went back to teach a kid i din teach after my france trip. I went away, telling him i'll be back in a month, but he did not tell his mum, so she hired another tutor. I heard from him that, cos that tutor was

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After work then tuition... everyday... that's tiring..Was rather glad i din meet ryan for 2 days le. Yawnz. It was rather good to go home after work, eat mama's dinner, then go for tuition. No rush. Guess it's right.. Meeting dear dear after work then go for tuition is a rush. Eh.. today, not much clinging le. Just the usual peaceful days, but meet up less then~! Yawnz. But then, at least it's

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Wonder why bf not as sensitive. Guess i put in too much.There's quarrel not long ago, but peace now... but then, that quarrel set me thinking. Did i put in too much? The quarrel was caused as i wanted to meet him after work. Practically, i wanted to meet him everyday despite having to go tuition everyday. I cancelled my wednesday tuition so that i would have time to myself, of to him too, but it

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Travel to AMK starts. Argh. Tired.Work at ST started on Monday. I was pushed from one guy to the other guy, until i don't even know who my supervisor is. Anyway.. i was finally fixed on one supervisor~! The first thing he asked me to do is, read VIDOS manuals.. it's some sort of minitoring software. Argh. I read.. and read n read.. for many days. haha. actually 2 only.I've started to do what i'm

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Summing it up, it should be a happy year ba.The start of the year was ok ba. Just remembered that CNY managed to drive out in dad's new car, and i scatched it when we went MOS. Was fun though as it was the first time i went clubbing with my cousins, although the driving trip was very BAD~! reverse in e middle of the road, and things like that. Then March, met Ryan.. then May 7 started our

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OH NO.. i just remembered.. i have yet to complete this layout. haha. shall do it on fri. hee. ANyway, dec has been slacking and FUN~! Eh.. Shall start from outing with my hks4a01 gers~! haha. Been so long since full house. The 12 of us can finally make it on the same days to celebrate bdays for the 4 bday gers~! Of cos they are not born on the same day. hee.Yum Yum cake from Bakerzin~!Then,

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At first, thinking that things would not turn out to be that good, instead, it turned out so well.. yesh~!I was sick the whole day yesterday... laid on bed without eating much. Had fever in the evening.. ARGH~! miserable.. and no appetite at all. Sigh.. Glad, after dear dear's sms of "lim bei not free. you take care of yaself alright?", i still meet him after his work. hee. glad... Before that,

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